This is my starting point & yer

My cousin actually bought himself two boxes of yodels. And yes he is actually eating them all. He also bought at least 5 monster energy drinks and ugh it’s just really realllllllyyyyyy annoying. For a bunch of different reasons -____-

How the hell does my stomach look better at 12:40am after a day of horrible eating than it does on the mornings of normal eating days? W T F
I mean, I’m not hating it but still. I don’t feel better or anything, I feel gross about the things I ate
I just don’t get it

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I started using myfitnesspal again, only for the past few days so far, just to get an idea of how much I eat in a day and it’s obsurddddd. I’m well over 2,000 calories and I’ve just stopped counting cause its ridiculous. I should be eating 1,500ish a day and ugh everything is annoying. Especially cause all of my cousins are here for the weekend so my house is loaded with crap and I just keep eating and eating and eating. It’s ugh so annoying!

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I had salad instead of the hot dawg wooooooo

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My options for dinner were hamburger, hot dog, and cheeseburger.
I picked hotdog because that’s the smallest out of the three and now I really don’t want it because we just dissected a pic in AP bio the other day and I feel so bad and I saw this picture earlier and I feel so bad again and and ugh I’m horrible
Edit: I had salad instead, yayyy

I just took a cardio/kickboxing/kettle bell class and I want foooood.
Any suggestions for what I should have for lunch?!

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Fuck I am dreading going to the beach with all my cousins. 3 of them are 10-13 year old gymnasts with fricken six packs… Then there’s me, 4 years older and a million times flubbier.
Oh and I also don’t have a decent bathing suit to wear. Wtf.

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This is the difference between my right (top) and left (bottom) arms. Both pictures were taken like a minute ago after my cardio class.
That’s insane, I look demented.